Forgiveness

"Regret can be an appalling waste of energy--you can't build on it. So acknowledge your sin, accept God's forgiveness, & get on with living for His honor & glory."

" There's an all-seeing Eye watching you--but He's loving, gentle, tender, forgiving and waiting with open arms."

 " Every day of the past is beyond our reach & we should leave it there."

Well as you can tell I am having a little struggle with God's forgiveness. I have sinned and I know that and I feel so bad about it. I want to believe that I am forgiven and that it is ok but I am having a hard time with that. I know if someone found out what I did they would be hurt and that hurts me. I am so weak Lord. I am so sorry Lord. I want to be a better person but it is so hard. 

I think that I need to forgive myself, I need to let it go, I need to move on. I know all of this and I am praying for the strength to do this. I feel so guilty and sad so I just bury it but it comes out and into my head more than I want it to. I am babbling but it is just something that has been on and in my heart and mind. 


Lord please forgive me of my sin, I am humbled before you and filled with regret. Please help me let go of my sin, forgive myself and help me to sin no more. In love, Amen.

 

Made Snow

Happy Friday! It is the end of another week and I have nothing to do this weekend, I am happy that I can get caught up on some things at home, like cleaning not fun stuff! It was another nice day here today, warm, in the mid 40's and sunny. Everything is so brown and dirty looking I decided to make my own snow fun. I have a little pre-lit Christmas tree so I decide to turn it into a winter tree. It has white lights on it and I just like how when I watch TV I just have the tree on, However, it was pretty naked so I figured I would dress it up a little. The first thing I did was punch out a lot of snowflakes...they were pretty.

Even the scraps were pretty and they got all over, even on my keyboard

I glued them together with string in between and they will be a garland on my tree. OK I needed more so I was going through my stuff and found these tags used for scrapbooking.

I got inspired and decided to make snowmen out of them, they too will go on my tree. When I get it all finished I will take a picture of it. Hopefully it will look as good as I think it will. If not I won't post a picture and just enjoy it by myself. LOL

I am off to bed but I wanted to wish everyone a fantastic day and also have a very blessed weekend!

"Learn from yesterday, live for today, hope for tomorrow. The important thing is to not stop questioning." ~ Albert Einstein

Good evening everyone! I am hoping to get this posted while it is still Thursday but you never know. It is Thursday right now so if the date says Friday and I have the Thursday graphic up it is because I got distracted (Me? Distracted? Never!)

It was a beautiful day in Minnesota today. The sun was shining brightly and believe it or not the high was 48 degrees. It is hard to believe it was so warm. I went to Walmart and out to lunch with my parents and it was so nice and great spending time with them too.

Tomorrow I have Physical Therapy, then I go to work out and then I have to run some errands. I have a goal of organizing my life as much as I can this year and I have started with my computer. I am trying to get rid of all of the music, pictures and files I will never use or that I have stored somewhere else. i really need to get an external memory thingy  (I am such a techie) to put all of my photographs on because they are all on here and nowhere else.I will hopefully be able to do that when I get some extra money (I have to wait that long?)  I have my file box organized and have given a lot of boxes to Goodwill from my closet so now I am working on my computer and craft things, should take quite awhile!

Beautiful days like today make me so thankful to be alive and just to remind me how great HE is I was given this view tonight. Thank you Lord! Be blessed and talk soon!

What's the day?

I did it again. All day I have though it was Sunday, and also that it was New year's Day. I guess I am just so happy to be out of 2011 I am celebrating an extra day. Also the Rose Parade was on today and not yesterday and football on all day and well you get the picture. then I come here to post and put my day graphic up and yes you guessed it I first put up the Sunday one, OY!!

I finally got my tree all put away. I had it still up with the lights on but today I took the lights off and put the tree back into the box. I tell you what that is a job and a half! It is an artificial tree so why is it that it seems to grow? I shoved and tucked and squished it into the box and the box is still bulging so I channel my dad and wrap duct tape around it and it comes back into my computer/craft room. I am sitting here on the computer and I keep hearing sounds coming from the box, I think the tape is letting loose, there has to be a better way to store it!

Anyway that is pretty much my day today. Be blessed!

Welcome 2012

Another year has come and I have to say I am not at all sad to see 2011 go. There are some good things that happened though and that is what I want to remember now!

1.)Jon and Judy's wedding, ok technically it was the last hours of 2010 but who cares! It was such a special event. the whole family was there(although I almost missed it) and it was so touching. I never though my little brother would EVER actually get married but he did and I am so happy that our family increased by three. Love you all!

2.) Our family has grown even closer this year, especially my sister and I.

3.) I have really great friends that supported me, prayed for me and sent me lots of cards.

4.) I am 90 pounds lighter than I was last year at this time and have a commitment to keep getting healthier.

5.) I have rediscovered my love of crafting.

I am sure there are many more things but for now I will leave it at that and wish you all a happy, healthy and blessed 2012!

Christmas Memories

It is late but I wanted to post about my Christmas before I forgot what I wanted to write, it happens a lot to me. Anyway it was a great Christmas as usual! I think I was even more grateful and felt even more blessed to be able to celebrate this year after being in the hospital for 7 months and not really sure if I would make it. I did make it so it made the family time and traditions even more special. It is funny how the "kids" really enjoy the traditions too. We did our processional into the crib set to put baby Jesus into the manger and we say the "wrong" song and my oldest nephew and my niece both rejected the new song because "we always sing Come All Ye Faithful" so we redid it! LOL Also three years ago my mom made taco salad for Christmas day to have with the other stuff and to this day she gets a rough time for "the kids" how she changed the menu! Never again she says. So if you have little ones please keep traditions alive in your celebrations because they will remember them even when they are 21 and 18! To me that is super special.
So anyway on Christmas my brother Jon, SIL Judy, Ian and Ivan came from St.Paul and went to church with me, my sister mom and dad. It was a very nice service. Then it was back to mom and dad's for lasagne and then visiting and games. Here is Jon, Judy, Ian and Ivan.

They became part of our family last Dec. 31st and we love them dearly!

On Christmas day my brother Mike, SIL Jane, Matthew, Michelle and Logan came and that is when I started taking the pictures here is Mike and the family.

 And here is a picture of the grandkids for a frame I got my mom and dad.

Her is my sister with Ian and Ivan

Here is my mom and niece Michelle

Here is my dad being funny.

And lastly here I am.

As you can tell by all of the smiles it was a great day celebrating Jesus' birthday and spending time with family. I hope you and your family also had a very special Christmas!

Catch-up

Christmas is all done, family has gone home and I am going to do some catch up on my blog. It has been awhile but hopefully I will be able to be back more regularly. It is kinda hard writing in a blog knowing that no one else will probably read it but then again I enjoy going back and rereading it so here goes.
Since I am not working I had some time to do some crafts for Christmas. I found Pinterest and now I am addicted but I did get some great ideas.

 This is just a wreath made out of buttons, thought it was kinda cute. The tree is made out of rolled up scrapbook paper and wrapping paper. There are tons more ideas I want to try out but have to get supplies to do more. I also made some stitched cards but didn't take a picture of those.

This is just cheap dollar store frames that I put scrapbook paper in the back and then cut out the letters and have a neat wall hanging. I am going to do another of these for winter so stay tuned! LOL

Well that is about it for today. I will tell you all about my Christmas tomorrow. Enjoy!